Struggles

Its amazing how much time we can spend as people, struggling with ourselves. I know that it is something that i do all to often... or is it often enough? You see that within ourselves we have our moral code that we jeneraly live our lives by. This code is ingraind into us throughout our lives. I don't know if it's nessessarly just our childhood or our life experiances that dictates what this vast variaty of codes that we humans have are, but i do know that out of this code our conscience's potency is derived. For some their conscience is much stronger than for others. This is something that seperates many people from each other. You see, one of the things that in todays world has been compromised and seered from many of our consciences is our morals. This is one of the things that really bug me about todays world. I work in a place that morals arn't exactly at there best... and this just goes on to add to what the world is already throwing at me. I struggle within myself often about where that really thin line should be. I have one side telling me that what i believe is wacked out yet the other side isn't pushing all that hard in compairson to show me otherwise. I know what i believe and from all my life experiences and what i've been tought and what i've learned through my "religion" I know it to be true. I just thank God that my conscience is as strong as it is... I just wish that it was easyer to distinguish what is morally right and wrong. It seems that everyone has a different view. I know that we as humans since the fall are inherently sinners and we have to struggle to do whats right. No matter how we put it one day we will discover where that thin line was... I pray that i'll stay on the right side of that line.


wow that was kinda gloomy... oh well thats the mood i'm in right now...